As I write I am on a bus on the way to Cincinnati, OH. In the midst of the Covid Pandemic and the George Floyd riots I feel uneasy and a bit on edge, but I am excited, overall, that progress is being made for my Black brothers and sisters and the nation as a whole. It is a beautiful day, and the suburbs of Ohio area beautified by the suns rays:
My ultimate destination is Atlanta, GA where I'll be staying for at least the summer. My goal is to spend the next few years working and gaining experiences through a PhD program at GSU. I also plan to take trips to and from Mississippi to visit the places my ancestors lived and died in. Some time in our lives we all realize how precious it is. These revelations, more often than not, come times of hardship and confusion. I wonder when Eugene and Ludia Thornton(My great-grandparents) had their revelations. Was it when they were moving from farm to farm to find a place they belonged in Attala County, or when their daughter Nellie Thornton was killed in a car accident years later, or maybe when my grandfather had to flee to Chicago under the threat of death unable to return even for his father's funeral. Life may have been hard for them, but I'm sure they found little bursts of happiness during their lives. Through marriage, spending time together, family dinners, and successful businesses. Maybe we'll never know what they really felt and went through.
Mulatto is not in any way, shape, or form an endearing term. Mulattos often referred to those with a Negro and Caucasian parent or those with light skin and "white" features. In the early 1800s Mulattos were often the result of a slave owner raping one of their slaves. The slave owner would usually be male, and the slave female. Both of Ludia Thornton's parents were mulattos. Her father's name was Jim Brister(Born in 1849). Her mother's name was Martha Land(Born in 1856). Both of Ludia's parents were born slaves, and their slave owners were their biological fathers. Jim Brister's father was named Samuel Brister. The mother was an unnamed slave. At the time of the 1860 census, which was to include slaves, Jim himself was a 12 year old slave and his mother was a 28 year old unnamed slave. It s the same case with Martha Land. Her father was a slave owner named Silas W. Land. On the very same page of the 1860 census. Silas owned 8 slaves in 1860. One was a 2 year old Martha Land. Unlike Jim, we could not determine which slave was Martha's Mother. There are only two grown women in the group, and both were of age to have had Martha. One was 26 and one was 23. Both of them were unnamed. The 1860 Census is below:





